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I worried about this boy and his denial about himself and I was anxious about whether the people in his life would accept him. The humor and the depth in this exceptionally well-written novel felt incredibly true to life and poignant. That would be like having the coolest video game ever and never playing it. In fact, I think they like you better because you're all tragic.
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No one in France cares if you tried to kill yourself.
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Maybe I can convince my parents to move to France. The confusion and embarrassment and hurt and fear can sometimes be enough. I did, however, appreciate the author's choice to make Jeff's secret both more complex and less of an extreme situation (view spoiler), as I think it's important that we see more stories from this standpoint. In the middle of the drama involving the various patients at the hospital, there are frank discussions about (and depictions of) suicide, abuse, identity, sexuality, and self-loathing that are realistically and honestly portrayed. I'm still undecided as to whether I should go into detail about what this book is actually about, but I will say that it's pretty important that readers who go into this story are fairly open-minded. And it's all all done with a deft hand and an unerring eye for genuine emotion.
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What's really interesting about the book being from Jeff's point of view is that the author reveals Jeff's avoidance and self-delusion without our main character really being aware of it, which is a pretty neat trick. He is also kind, curious, confused, and sad beneath the typical teenage guy "I'm fine" attitude, but this takes a little while to come out. As the narrator, Jeff is hilariously dead-pan, self-deprecating, and easy to listen to. The novel is set up so that each chapter follows a single day in Jeff's 45-day treatment program. And he does not want to talk about what happened with his best friend Allie, and how their relationship changed after she started dating her boyfriend Burke. Neither will the various patients who come and go who keep wanting to fool around with him in the wee hours of the night.Īll Jeff wants to do is to do his time and to get home-partly because his sister Amanda might call dibs on his vacant room. He's in a mental hospital because he tried to slit his wrists on New Year's Eve, he's surrounded by kids who are clearly crazier than he is, and his doctor (nicknamed "Cat Poop") doesn't seem to understand that there's nothing wrong with him and won't leave him alone. You wouldn't think so based on the title and the subject, but 15-year-old Jeff will have you laughing out loud throughout his story. Neither will the various patients who com Believe it or not, this is actually a really funny book. But a funny thing happens as his forty-five-day sentence drags on: the crazies start to seem less crazy.Ĭompelling, witty, and refreshingly real, Suicide Notes is a darkly humorous novel from award-winning author Michael Thomas Ford that examines that fuzzy line between "normal" and the rest of us.moreīelieve it or not, this is actually a really funny book. Jeff's perfectly fine, perfectly normal, not like the other kids in the hospital with him. Forget about his problems with his best friend, Allie, and her boyfriend, Burke. Forget about the bandages on his wrists and the notes on his chart. She always overreacts.įifteen-year-old Jeff wakes up on New Year's Day to find himself in the hospital. But apparently someone does think it's a big deal because here I am. I don't see what the big deal is about what happened. Fifteen-year-old Jeff wakes up on New Year's Day to find himself in the hospital.